Wednesday, May 9, 2012
Sunday, May 6, 2012
Untitled
The hallways in my mind seem so long to travel, Lost in my thought its a constant battle, as the lids close and the lights are out, the wheels turn the mind shouts, screams for assurance of a safe tomorrow, but unanswered questions always follow, faith life disease stand on the brain, insomnia creeps through my veins, no matter what I try to do, sleeps not an option with what I'm going through, I try I try I try again, but a coward called cancer settles in, through my blood it strokes back and forth, making all the whites start to morph, finally when I can't take no more, my body shuts down like the night before, in mere hours ill rise with a new regard, the courage to fight that can't be jarred, my will has changed from slumber time, where only dark surrounds my mind, now a light is coming through, I see my mission and what I have to do, each day i grow with a knowledge assured, that this blood thirsty creature fears my spoken word, try and win I laugh aloud, ill live a life that makes me proud, you will not win you won't you cant, my hope is as high as the angels chant, these days of sun preparing me for war, the fear of night haunts me no more, until the day I'm cancer free, ill fight like hell to make me be.
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Matthew's Update: 5/3/2012
The past few days Matthew has been out of it, but we are doing the best we can as a family to stay positive for him. Yesterday, 4/2, for Matthews check up, CT scan, we got news that we did not want to hear. His cancer is spreading to other lymph glands of his abdonmen. There is more to it, but I rather not mention all of Matthew's business on hear. He has been inside hiding the past 2 days, so if anyone is looking for him that's where he is. We tried getting him out of the house, but he rather stay inside and do nothing. If anyone can get him out of his zone that would be wonderful. Thank you all for all your prayers, gifts, and support during this time it means a lot to Matt and the family.
Matt's next chemo session is hopefully tomorrow if all his blood count is good. Also no visitors during the next few weeks. The nurses have a limited visitation policy for us now sorry friends. I will try to keep everyone updated. Thank you.
- Mom
Matt's next chemo session is hopefully tomorrow if all his blood count is good. Also no visitors during the next few weeks. The nurses have a limited visitation policy for us now sorry friends. I will try to keep everyone updated. Thank you.
- Mom
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
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